Tajudeen Muadh
opium
outside the night, the sky is starting to drown
itself in too much dark.
I walked the defiance of swallows. walked till
morning pulled over —the light outliving me—
& wanting to nudge into me, like my
brothers eaten out by time–
scars are ways of recalling existence,
on my back, every bump is sacred–
once in bethel, I watched the thurible and
remember, the night of my sizzling.
like a swing, morning emerges
glory with the elegance of fire—
tonight, it lingers. but in memento,
this grief too, could fill a room.
I stand— cone-less like
flowers in winter until boys half
my sanity picked me out
of secateurs pruning my skin, in
ways bodies submit to butchery.
I still wonder, how boys half filled
with light could set me on fire
had I glowed, you'd have mistaken me for
something luminescent than ash
Tajudeen Muadh is a poet from Osun state, Nigeria. He has works featured or forthcoming in magazines such as African poetry magazine, brittle paper, Ecopunk literary magazine, eboquills, Konya shamsrumi and elsewhere.